The sister of the Kiwi teenager killed by mass murderer Anders Breivik in Norway seven years ago has made an emotional return to the summer camp where her sister spent her last days.
Sharidyn Svebakk-Bohn was one of 77 who died in the attack on Utoya Island in 2011.
Sharidyn's sister Savannah Svebakk-Bohn, 14, is now the same age her elder sister was when she was murdered when attending a Young Labour summer camp.
"I wanted to honour the fact if I go there, I will be honouring her staying there, her living, the fact she was happy for the few days that she was there," Savannah said.
Sharidyn was the youngest victim of Anders Breivik, who killed 77 people in the mass terror attack.
The family moved home to the Bay of Plenty several years ago, where they planted a tree in Sharidyn's memory on Mount Maunganui.
Now back in Norway, they spoke to 1 NEWS via Skype about Savannah's decision to go back to the place her older sister had spent her last few days.
"They weren't sure that they would get me back and I thought that it was a difficult question to ask them but that it was necessary, important," she said.
Her mother, Vanessa Svebakk, said "we were all crying" but that they "understood it was important to her".
"As hard as it was for us to say yes, the decision at the end of the day had to be Savannah's," Ms Svebakk said.
Savannah asked her parents if she could attend the camp on what would have been Sharidyn's 21st birthday – and just days before the seventh anniversary of her death.
"Savannah's focus hasn't been on how her sister died, it has been on how Sharidyn lived, which is an inspiration for us as her parents."
Amongst the sadness, there was joy. Savannah said she had fun at the camp - playing games, making new friends and sleeping in the same camping area her sister did.
"I just thought that it was important to walk around a little bit. I felt that was my way of kind of coming to an understanding about what Sheridyn did," Savannah said.
Leaving her on the island overnight was extremely difficult for her parents - but now they say it was worth it.
"I don't think anyone would've been able to give us the gift. She brought everything full circle," Vanessa said.
"We lost a daughter there but we also got one home."
"It does give me happy memories but I don't think I can shake the feeling of knowing my sister was killed there. I can't ever feel completely at peace there, ever, because of what happened, but it's nice to know that what I did is to try honour her memory," Savannah said.
The family - who hope to one day move back to New Zealand - now say it may not be Savannah's last visit to the island.
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